The First Journey - The Magical Maloca

When I drank Aya in Brazil, I asked many questions of the plant. Some of the answers I got straight away, others months later. This time I decided to allow the Goddess to show me what she thought I needed to know. The Aya medicine was mixed in a way as to be like treacle. So you had to take it from a spoon, put it in your mouth then swallow the ball of goo in one gulp. Then after you had mastered that, you had to lick the spoon clean. This left you with sticky lips and black teeth! Some of the group cheated with toothpaste tucked away to rub on their teeth to take the taste away as well as tiny sweets to do the same (You know who you are, you wimps!)

One of our tribe got food poisoning the day of this ceremony, but the Shaman let them join in without drinking as he was fast asleep on his mat feeling very ill.

I drifted off

First I saw three people come walking towards me wearing black plain robes, with black pointed hoods. Then I was shown the circular roof of the maloca but it was not the same as when I entered it, it had wooden carvings all around it and I floated all the way around looking at it all.

Someone picked up my left wrist very gently and looked at the beaded bracelet I was wearing for a while then put my wrist back down on the mat, again really gently. A Shaman appeared with long straight black hair in a pony tail which was tied halfway down his back. He was also wearing white robes and a white hat kneeling next to our friend who was ill. He was fast asleep but I saw this Shaman fanning leaves over him and could see him chanting but there was no sound. It was not the Shaman we had sitting in the maloca

Gonzo the Chow dog then appeared beside me, and turned into a white wolf with bright blue eyes so I began to stroke him and he was happy, telling me he was once as I see him now. He also told me to take his senses and see how he sees the world for a while.

Then he ran off into the woods and as he did a white horse ran out from the trees galloping very fast right past me.

A massive glass pyramid was the next vision with light behind it so that all the colours of the rainbow shone through it. I saw my husband walk towards this pyramid and he was looking up at it as he did so. He disappeared and a black silhouette appeared inside it, but I could not see who it was. Then I got the message that 2012 was coming.

Every flag of every country of the world appeared before my eyes in a circular motion and I saw them all as if I was in some sort of arena. Hordes of people came walking past me, looking at me. Some were normal looking but with others their faces changed so that they had snake eyes and crocodile teeth. They were followed by hordes of soldiers in military gear carrying machine guns; they wore black berets with camouflage gear and big black boots.

Visions of severed heads I saw, some with hatchets in them, women and men of all races and cultures, with blood running down their faces. I saw mutilated children and babies in plastic bags struggling to breathe. The message I got was that we are being controlled and that life is precious and we should not butcher and kill each other. Whether this was the wolves that were ever present by my side telling me or something else I do not know.

The last things I saw were four black snakes with the eyes of a big cat along with bees on a tree branch working together. Then that pyramid came again with a bright blue eye above it with light all around.

The image of that pyramid was in my eyes long after my journey was over, even whilst I was back in my lodge dozing off to sleep, and it was still there the morning after I had slept.