2nd Journey - The King Has Lost His Crown

On my second journey a lady kept appearing and kissing me on the face saying "Do not be afraid Susie" Then the same demon came wearing the crown. He again was coming down the steps of the pyramid. He had the same dagger in his hand and he came to stab me right through the heart again. A Shaman came and shot the demon through the heart with a bow and arrow. He then put his nose on mine before he changed into a white jaguar and I could feel the fur on my face. He was such a beautiful animal until he ripped my face off and it felt like the real me was being exposed

My teeth started chattering uncontrollably and I could feel fangs growing in my mouth. I knew I had a furry face and I could smell the trees, grass and everything around me, even the people. I could hear for miles and could hear the flies and mosquitos on the beach which was a fair way away. I started to make the noises a big cat would make and could not stop myself from doing it. I was a jaguar and it felt fantastic. My senses were so heightened and the Shaman told me I was as strong as the jaguar

I kept making the hissing and spitting noises for a while longer. After the journey when we were having some soup, one of the ladies in the group said she kept hearing a cat like noise and it woke her up. She started laughing when I said it was me. Then she said that she was laughing because the man next to her kept getting up wondering where the noise was coming from as it woke him up too. I stopped doing it for a while and he went back into his journey, but I started doing it again and he woke up with a start saying "Oh for fuck's sake!"

After that I saw an very old native South American lady smoking a pipe with a long holder. She smiled at me and said "Welcome" She then turned into a very old Tibetan Shaman who also smiled at me and said "I have something to tell you" I asked what it was, and he said " You will remember me when you see it" Then he disappeared

Charming, I thought ....

I woke up not long after that and went for a walk. I could not stop myself curling up into a ball and I still felt like I had the heart and strength of the jaguar ready to do battle